~ Shake it Out Florence + The Machine (via midnightchance)
15.05.12/09:07
I mean, hopefully I won’t have to deal with people like you in a few months but for the mean time can you please not make me even more ashamed of where I live than I already am.
06.05.12/19:38
Life right now.
What I’ve realised over the last few weeks is that shit, for me, is either going to become really real or hit the fan completely.
It is around 6 weeks to go until my first final exams of my A-levels and I need to ace it.
To get to London next year I need to get 3As to get into KCL and I don’t seem to be in too bad of a place right now to do it. I’ve got 2 As already and a mid B so if I just sort my shit out and push through for the end I think I might just beable to do it.
It means so much to me it’s unreal, to get out of here and start again is just where I need to be for me to really develop as a person. I mean, there is so many people here that is going to make leaving so so hard but its something I know I can handle.
I mean, its my friend’s birthday party tonight and I can’t be there (sucks when your mum is partying hard and your sat at home without even your own cats so you have to look them up on the internet) and its reminding me of how much I’m going to miss everyone once its more like 200 miles stopping me from see my friend rather than my mother and drink driving being illegal.
However, once Ludwig Van Beethoven said “Grab fate by the throat”.
…and that is what I intend to do.
Sorry.
It’s pathetic.
Stop walking around like the world owes you something and for once get off your backside and actually do something.
Please? It’s embarrassing for the rest of us.
